The nothing is in love with me.

Listening To: The Dirt (Nervosa version) by Showbread
Feeling: Epic stomach pain.

"...I want to open up my guts
And crawl inside to make a home
And nestle up inside the steaming softness silent and alone
I want to pull apart the things you think that matter
Cause to me nothing is everything just a vacant listless clatter
And I bury myself underneath myself
I will not reach or call for help
I want to do this on my own I want to feel it in my bones
I want to know the ugliness that wraps around me..."

Durrrrrr. So, now I've been working on my story, or at least one part of it, lately. The part of the Bloody Crow Creed (Or BCC, if I'm feeling lazy). I've gotten a few of the members done (Gotta work on the personalities and whatnot, though I have a vague idea for most of them. Very vague), and doodled them. I would post them here but they are so fail (Except the one of Sinclair is pretty, I think. ♥ Him and his eyepatch. I might post that one sometime soon).

And thus, (Not in the order I came up with them xD)

• Crow (Leader), female
• Amity, female
• Leech, male
• Chasm, male
• Vienna, female
• Atrophy, male (Thanks, Showbread, for the name idea D)
• Sinclair, male (YOU PRETTY-BOY D8)
• Apathy, female
• Bogeyman, male (but you can't really tell which one he is D IT'S PART OF HIS ALLURE)

So, indeed. I can't really think of anything to post, for once, which is weird for me.

Listening To: So Selfish, It's Funny by Showbread

"...So tense are these nerves in any instance
Teeth snap and a toe taps the dirt
Cry like a baby and see if then maybe
The others will cherish your hurt
Never you see a cry or plea
consider another or first
Know this is your world
The harsh words you have hurled
Recall you are the one in need worse..."

So, I'm obviously loving that Flash is posting her blogs everyday. :D She never fails to make them interesting, even if she doesn't think she has anything good to say. Whereas, right now, I am failing.

Though, I'm going to try and edit my blog and make it look pretty and seizure-inducing and bright. Flash edited hers and says it was pretty easy, but then again, she is probably the smartest person I've ever met. xD She doesn't act like fourteen, let me tell you. She's just epic in general.

But now I'm getting off topic, grr. Whenever I start talking about Flash I always start saying good things about her like I'm trying to sell one of those faily products on TV like the ShamWOW! or the Snuggie (STFU, I know I have one, but it's WARM. WARM, I tell you!).

IF YOU ACT NOW, WE'LL THROW IN A FREE MERZ! CALL BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE, 1-800-GITAFLASH (warning: this is not a real number).

I am growing my hair out, though, still. I'm debating on whether to get it cut. ;c Everybody's telling me that they like it even better now that it's growing, but I still miss my short locks. I need to post a picture sometime soon, but I'll probably just wait until it supa-long or whatever.

A face that's marked by pallor means you're wasting away, so get a tan and raise your hands and take to feeling okay.

Listening To: Lost Connection With The Head
Feeling: Rather pale

"...I'm languorously open ended
And the endings no good
I've been told to break the mold and I would if I could
But apathy is easier than caring at all
And the undulating nothingness means having a ball
Incredibly impressive and bereft of concern
Lobotomized and optimized and then I'm ready to burn
And I'm at war within myself and self is winning the fight
Cause feeling like no one at all means feeling alright..."

I'm seriously in love with Showbread. And Passion Pit. I've found a few bands that I love as well; The Almost, Mychildren Mybride, and And Then There Was None. I think I got that last name right. o; I don't have enough time to make a long post, but I'll try to make one soon.

I just got on for about an hour, and at the tail-end of it was like, "Oh. I should post a blogpost."

There's nothing much going on here in this household. I'm just writing on my book; I have 4,500 and some words, and I started on...the 6th of April. I need to get to 6k words today if I want to keep up any sort of schedule, but I probably won't. I just need to write as it comes along.

And I've officially made the title of it Hello, Nightmare. It plays a bigger part in it and the plot is more complicated, with with The Bloody Crow Creed.

Sorry, I can't link to the song, YouTube is being weird. ;c Just look up Showbread, you fools.

Well, that is just not my concern.

Listening To: Ocean Waves by Flyleaf
Feeling: Blergh. And hungry.

"...Respect her ignorance
Just in case she takes offense
The darkness that's killing her
Well that is just not my concern
How could I have been so blind
To simply let them die
Who am I to spread my fingers
After you have filled my hands
Watching the moments slip through like desert sand
You're not guaranteed tomorrow...."

RAWR.

You see, the Google FriendConnect thing or whatever it is is bothering me. It's because it keeps saying I have a message from Krisi, and if I want to accept the message. So I've clicked yes quite a few times, and still, it keeps saying it'll send it to my email. It never does, and it still says I have a message. So I have no idea what's going on there.

Nothing is going on with the novel. I've just been doing character development for random characters that aren't even in this Hello, Nightmare novel or whatever it's going to be called; I haven't touched it since. I'm very close to trashing it and lurking back into writer's block while drawing something and glancing crazily over my shoulder.

Which is, basically, what I've been doing lately anyway. I swear I at least doodle something every single day. Lately, I've been doodling Flash's characters, too, and not only because her character Adam (Drawing by her, of course) is one of my many fictional boyfriends. Though that is probably part of the reason (He's one of the Realm Gods of hers. Big huge wolves with complicated stuff, you know o; ).

At least I'm getting better at this doodling business. I don't want to ever be an artist or anything, but I guess it would be pretty epic if one day I could design the covers of my future novels. That would probably be very handy as time went on, as I plan to continuously publish novels until I die...once I finally get one published, that is. Still, I'm just a teen, yo. I don't really need to worry about it for awhile. I just need to write and write and write and write, even though that's not what I've been doing lately, as previously stated.

Listening To: Heads Will Roll (A-Trak Remix) by Yeah Yeah Yeahs

"...Off, off with your head
Dance, dance 'till your dead
Heads will roll, heads will roll
Heads will roll on the floor
Looking glass, take the past
Shut your eyes, you realize
Looking glass, take the past
Shut your eyes, you realize..."

If you'd like to see some of my doodles, just click DANCETILLYOURDEAD. Click to enlarge.

Adam is the biggest one going all "Ohaider ~ ♥ " I can't do him justice. *pokes the Mercedes Montgomery on the DANCETILLYOURDEAD link* That's the name I sign all my art with, even though it isn't my real name. xD I may've mentioned this before. But now I'm mentioning it again.

Those are all Flash's characters (And I will now proceed to link to her own drawings of her characters). Froze, Speed, Jackie (The Jackie with the sprig of white hair is hers, the one with red hair is my Jackie; but she drew them both, this was not a collab xD), Scotty (The one with the tattoo), Adam, and Pixie.

PLEASE DON'T KILL ME FOR SHOWING YOUR DOODLES, FLASH.

You know I love them.

Listening To: Let It All Out by Relient K

"...Reach out to me
Make my heart brand new
Every beat will be for you
For you
And I know you know
You touched my life
When you touched my heavy heart and made it light..."

Thank you.

ULTIMATE OC MEME: MERCEDES VERSION

BASICS

FULL NAME: Mercedes Grace Montgomery
MEANING: When I looked it up (After I named her that), "Mercedes" meant "mercies." xD And is of Spanish origin, though she has neither mercy nor Spanish bloodline. "Grace" means "favor; blessing." And her last name means "Gomeric's Hill" which, Gomeric means, "Power of man." xD I knew none of this until after I named her.
NICKNAME: Merce, Merce M.
MEANING: Just a shortening of her name.
ACTUAL AGE: 21 now. She used to be 19, but now I write about her as 21. xD
RESIDENCE: Prince Apartments in New York, New York. D
AGE APPEARANCE: 21
BIRTHDAY: Feb. 1st
ASTROLOGICAL SIGN: Aquarius
SPECIES: Human
GENDER: Female
ALLERGIES: YOU AND THE WORLD
SEXUAL PREFERENCE: Males
OCCUPATION: Freelance writer/works part-time at - inevitably - Hot Topic. Novelist, too. She did some model work in the past and uses that monies, and sometimes does model work for Hot Topic's website.
MARITAL STATUS: Not married. xD
THEME SONG(S): Therapy by All Time Low (Everything in this song is her, exactly, except when he says "Arrogant boy." :C), Animal by Neon Trees (If you didn't get this free song from iTunes the other week, you FAIL.), I Will Not Bow by Breaking Benjamin, Bloodstream by Stateless (If I'm looking at it from the sad breakup point of view type thing, then it is her. Poor girl.), etc.

APPEARANCE

HAIR COLOR: Blonde with a type of brown streaks.
HAIR STYLE AND LENGTH: Emo with the chunk over the eye. Just past her chin.
EYES COLOR: Sky blue.
EYESIGHT: Epic.
HEIGHT: 5'10
WEIGHT: I'm not sure. xD She's incredibly skinny. Would 100 pounds be right?
OUTFIT/CLOTHING STYLE: Emo/punk/alt/scene/goth/whatever she likes. xD
ABNORMALITIES(TAIL): Not that I know of. xDDD
DISTINGUISHING MARKS(SCARS,MOLES): Also not that I know of. Unless you mean tattoos. She has a large almost tribal-like one on her back, a heart on the left side of her neck, and on her left shoulder, one that looks like her skin is cracking. Like a broken plate.
SELF CARE(MAKE UP): Emo, of course. Thick winged eyeliner. Dark/black/dark gray eyeshadow. Red lipstick or sheer gloss. And base and concealer, of course.
FIRST IMPRESSION ON PEOPLE: Probably that's she's scary. xD
SKIN COLOR: White.
BODY TYPE/BUILD: Thin as a rail.
DEFAULT EXPRESSION: P.O'd
POSTURE: Straight as a rod. Her mom jammed that into her brain. xD
MEASUREMENTS(FEMALE ONLY): xD I don't even know. But I'm going to say her bewbs are probably C-cups? xD But she does have a tiny waist.
PIERCINGS: Six in right ear. Five in left ear. Nose stud. Snakebites. Vampire bites in right side of neck. Belly button ring (She got it back in the popular, preppy times xD), hip piercings (TTLY STOLE THAT FROM YEW, BBY)
DESCRIBE THEIR VOICE: It wouldn't be super high or super low. I'm not sure how to describe it, but I know what she sounds like. xD
WEAPON OF CHOICE: Her fists and words.

RELATIONSHIPS

MOM: Tanya Montgomery
HOW WELL DO THEY GET ALONG: Sorta well. The mom doesn't approve of her style. xD So it's a little strained.
DAD: Robert Montgomery
HOW WELL DO THEY GET ALONG: Excellent. He teases her and smacks her with his cane. D
SIBLINGS: Jackie Montgomery (YES THAT'S RIGHT, FLASH)
HOW WELL DO THEY GET ALONG: Sometimes good, sometimes bad. They're both loudmouths.
CHILDREN: None.
HOW WELL DO THEY GET ALONG: NONE, I SED
OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS: None important.
PAST LOVA(S): Well, she's dated strings of guys not worth mentioning, but the one that's most important is Dawson Jenner. Back when she was sorta prep, he was a player and she was a player-ette and she fell in love and he didn't and he broke up and etc.
CURRENT LOVA: I'm going to say...Riot. D But I don't know if they will be a perma-couple.
REACTION TO MEETING SOMEONE NEW: "OMGWTF GET OUTTA MY PERSONAL SPACE, WHICH IS TEN FEET AROUND ME."
ABILITY TO WORK WITH OTHERS: Not so good. Thus, the life of a reclusive writer.
HOW SOCIABLE(LONER,ETC): She's pretty mean so it takes a special person to like her. xD
FRIENDS: Let's see...Paul, Dingo, Jackie (I'm going to say that Merce does backup vocals for Jackie's band sometimes D), Vic, Akihiko, Froze (Flash's OC)...I guess. xD
PETS: Alexandra "Alex" the female pug.
LEAST FAVORITE TYPE OF PERSON: Just about everyone. I mean, like I said, she has a few friends, but still. xD
PARENTAL TYPE(PROTECTIVE,ETC): She would let them run wild because she wouldn't want to deal with them. Her future son would come home at 10 years old with a tattoo and a biker chick girlfriend. xD (If she would have a son)
AFFINITY WITH...: Riot, I guess. xD
FAVORITE PEOPLE: The punks she hangs out with.
LEAST FAVORITE PEOPLE: Everyone else.

PERSONALITY

..WHEN YOU FIRST MEET THEM: Ignoring. Or sarcastic remarks.
..AS YOU KNOW THEM BETTER(AND THEY LIKE YOU): "Let's get coffee."
..AS YOU KNOW THEM BETTER(AND THEY DISLIKE YOU): "I hate you." She would blatantly say it.
FAVORITE COLOR: Er...I'm going to say red/black/bright colors.
FAVORITE FOOD: Gummy bears, because they pwn. And Japanese bento boxes because she is in love with Japan "just like everyone else." xD
FAVORITE ANIMAL: Probably wolves. D Giant Realm-God wolves.
FAVORITE INSTRUMENT: Guitar. She can play it. D And the ukulele is nice, too. She can play that as well (WHAT ARE YOU, JULIA NUNES? D8)
FAVORITE ELEMENT: Dark matter. D
FAVORITE REMEMBERED MOMENT IN LIFE: Probably when her novel was published. She could've died from epic happy.
LEAST FAVORITE COLOR: WTF I DUNNO. Vomit green? Everyone hates that color.
LEAST FAVORITE FOOD: Probably Indian food.
LEAST FAVORITE ANIMAL: Mosquito? xD
LEAST FAVORITE INSTRUMENT: I don't think she has one.
LEAST FAVORITE ELEMENT: Water?
MOST HATED MOMENT IN LIFE: When Dawson broke up with her D; I don't think she ever quite got over it.
HOBBIES: Learning about Japan, music, writing, failing at life, etc.
USUAL MOOD:
DRINK/SMOKE/DRUGS: She smokes cigars. No drugs, yo, are you crazy? D8< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_48">xD This is probably her usual self-version. Mean and hateful and blunt.
LIGHT VERSION OF SELF: Calm, bored, quiet. Which is rare.
HOW SERIOUS ARE THEY: Very much so.
CLASS IN AN RPG: Assassin? xD
BELIEVE IN GHOSTS: Yes. She saw one.
(IN)DEPENDANT: Independent.
SOFT SPOT/VULNERABILITY: She probably has a soft spot for Dawson still. If he ever wanted to get back together, though, her pride would get the best of her and she would kick his bum to the curb, which is what she should do.
OPINION ON SWEARING: D8< What do you think?
DAREDEVIL VS CAUTIOUS: Daredevil.
MUSIC TYPE: Just about anything, except country and like, folk-songs I guess? xD
MOVIE TYPE: Lots of blood and gore and flying limbs.
BOOK TYPE: Same as movie, but her guilty pleasure is romance. *whisperwhisper* She probably hides those trashy romance novels under her bed. And she likes fantasy.
GAME TYPE: Same as movie. And probably RPG type things.
COMFORTABLE TEMPERATURE: 70 degrees or hotter.
SLEEPING PATTERN: Insomniac, so she gets sleep whenever she can.
CLEANLINESS/NEATNESS: She's not OCD but her apartment isn't a slum or anything.
DESIRED PET: The one she has.
HOW DO THEY PASS TIME: With her hobbies. xD And making out with Riot. They do that a lot.
BIGGEST SECRET: Probably Dawson. She doesn't want anyone to know she was so dumb. xD
HERO/WHO THEY LOOK UP TO: Probably Edgar Allen Poe. xD And her dad. And some old, dead writer dudes.
WHAT ANIMAL WOULD THEY BE: One of those giant wolves?
FEARS: She fears she'll lose herself. And probably that she won't actually love anyone again.
COMFORTS: Cigars, coffee.
DRUNK TYPE: Probably storyteller. "This one time, I was..."
SPECIAL ABILITIES/MAGICS: She can roll her tongue? xD
HOW DID THEY GET SAID MAGICS: Born with that epicness.
DONE ANYTHING TO GET IN TROUBLE WITH THE LAW: No. Surprising, right?
WHICH "7 DEADLY SINS" ARE THEY MOST LIKE: (lust, gluttony, greed, sloth, wrath, envy, pride) Wrath.
WHICH "7 VIRTUES" DO THEY HAVE: (chastity, abstinence, liberality, diligence, patience, kindness, humility): Abstinence.

WHAT ROLE WOULD THEY BE IF THEY WERE IN...
ROMANCE MOVIE: The extra in the background
ACTION MOVIE: THE GIRL WITH THE BIG JUGS. I MEAN, GUNS.
CARTOON: The villain. D
HORROR MOVIE: She'd be the hardcore one who would take that killer DOWN. She's watched too many crappy horror movies to fall for the stairs trick.
LABYRINTH: The one stuck in the endless sorrow and suffering. o; There is no way out of her labyrinth. xDDD /endemopost
PRINCESS BRIDE: The one that crashes it for the free food.

HOW DO THEY ACT WHEN THEY ARE...
SAD: Probably doesn't show it, unless someone died. Which, she would probably go away by herself for awhile and actually cry.
HAPPY: This really evil-looking smirk. xD She can't smile properly. She's wired wrong.
ANGRY: Her default mode? xD
AFRAID: Wouldn't show it.
LOVE SOMEONE: Pinching and smacking them around. Shooting them with a BB Gun in the unmentionables area...xD
HATE SOMEONE: Flat-out tell them.
WANT SOMETHING: She'd persevere and get it.
CONFUSED: Blank look on her face.

HOW DO THEY REACT TO...
DANGER: Take charge.
SOMEONE THEY HATE WHO HAS A CRUSH ON THEM: If she has interest, she'll tell them she likes them, but if she doesn't, she'll tell them that they're ugly and she hates them and does not want a romantic relationship. xDDD
PROPOSAL TO MARRY: "OMGWTF NO."
DEATH OF LOVED ONE: See "SAD."
DIFFICULT GAME/MATH/ETC: She'd end up getting a headache. xD But she's pretty darn smart.
INJURY: She would pull up her big girl panties and GET ON WITH LIFE.
SOMETHING IRRESISTIBLY CUTE: Poke it.
LOSS OF HOURS OF WORK: Complain. She needs that monies, yo.

HISTORY

BIOGRAPHY: When she was a kid she was completely normal. Happy, peppy, hyper, and way too blunt. Oh, those kiddies say the darndest things c: So her parents would never know she would grow up to be what she did, except she was really creative when she was young. Always doodling something that was in her mind, and then as soon she learned to write she wrote short stories all the time. Of course, at that point her writing was the dog poop people scraped off of their shoe when they stumbled upon it. But she was just a kid. Slackplz.

In junior high she got really into studying, which was, thus, her nerdy phase. Her looks never changed (Same long blonde hair, big blue eyes, tan skin), but she was studying incredibly hard in everything because she wanted not only to be a writer, but to be somewhat of a genius or child prodigy (Which are not the same thing at all). She did not, turns out, end up exactly a genius - but somewhat of a prodigy. She didn't fast-forward into any grades, though, because she still wanted to be "normal," whatever that was. Her sister Jackie (Who was just two years younger than Merce, and a spitfire from the beginning) was not so enthusiastic about it. She also never got along with Jackie until they were both "adults" because their personalities were so different at this point.

High school - which she finished early, at seventeen. Which, that year, she did nothing but write like crazy and polish her skills, and went to college at eighteen, which she finished early, as well, at twenty. She studied a major in journalism and a minor in Asian studies, and took a crapton of writing classes. Very srsbznz - at sixteen, she met Dawson Jenner, who was a player, and like I said, she was a player-ette. But she actually fell in love for once, but Dawson was still his hobo mean-bum self who didn't love anyone, and he broke up with her and called her clingy. As well as a bunch of names I probably shouldn't mention here. This not only broke Mercedes's preppy little heart, but turned it to stone. It was only about six months later that she jumped right into the alternative style and never looked back.

She's gotten short stories, poems, and articles published, and finally, FINALLY, has a book published. She is officially a novelist. She actually privately did a happy dance for her floor-length mirror. o; She probably would make out with her editor if he wasn't so repulsed by her obvious alternative-ness and mean-spirited pessimistic personality.

I guess there should be more details. xD They're probably bouncing around my head.

FIRST APPEARANCE: In my mind. D Or, in a short story with then-boyfrand Akihiko Watanabe.

KNOWLEDGE

LANGUAGES: English, Japanese, French.
SCHOOLING LEVEL: College? xD
FAVORITE SUBJECT: Creative Writing and/or Grammar
INTERESTED CAREERS: Novelist.
EXPERTISE: Obviously good enough. xD *pokes bio*
PUZZLES: Pretty good. She likes Rubik's Cubes.
CHEMISTRY: Okay.
MATH: She passed just enough in this one. xD She hates math with all her crooked heart.
ENGLISH: Excellent
GEOGRAPHY: Okay.
POLITICS/LAW: Pretty good.
ECONOMY/ACCOUNTING: Epic fail. xD
COOKING: Good enough.
SEWING: Excellent (She has some handmade stuffed animals somewhere...)
MECHANICS: Fail.
BOTANY (FLOWERS): Okay. She has a bonsai tree in her apartment.
MYTHOLOGY: Excellent.
DRAMATICS(ACTING,SINGING): Excellent. (xD)
READING LEVEL: Er, I dunno, college and up? xDD
HOW GOOD ARE THEY AT PLANNING AHEAD: She's no OCD Super Planner, but if she needs to make a plan, she will.
IMPULSIVE/STRATEGY: Half-and-half. It depends on if the situation calls for it.

ROMANCE

DO THEY TAKE INITIATIVE: Oh yus.
HOW DO THEY ACT(SHY,ETC): Bold.
GENTLEMAN/LADYLIKE VS KLUTZY: Ladylike.
GO SLOW VS JUMP INTO: Go slow.
TRUE LOVE VS TESTING DIFF PEOPLE: Testing different people.
PROTECTIVE: Notrly.
ACT LIKE FRIENDS OR LOVERS: Friends in public, lovers in private. ;D
WHAT KIND OF PRESENTS DO THEY BUY: Probably just small things every now and then to show that she doesn't really hate them. xD
TYPE OF KISSER: Gud.;o She does know French, after all ;D xDDDDD
DO THEY WANT KIDS: /keysmash NO.
DO THEY WANT TO MARRY: /moarkeysmash NO. (Well, it would take an incredibly long time and an incredibly special guy for her to actually marry some dude)
MAKE GOOD OR BAD DECISIONS: Good, I'd say.
ARE THEY ROMANTIC: Probably not.
GET JEALOUS EASY: Nope.
WIFE/HUBBY BEATER: Just playfully. Not fer srs.
MARRY FOR MONEY: No.
WHAT WOULD HAPPEN ON THEIR DREAM DATE: Probably at an artsy coffee shop.

...Just please don't ever let me go.

Listening To: Cuddle Fuddle by Passion Pit
Feeling: Content? xD

"...I filled the bucket
I spilled the bucket
Out on the floor
A mistake for sure
Consequences
Turned me hostile
I got so tied in
Made me docile
Then you applauded
When I was loving
Made me feel weak andI start recovering
Now I feel silly
Selfish and dizzy
Now I got this feeling
That you'll forgive me..."

I'm now linking to a video of the songs I listen to, to make it easier for you guys to go to, and because I want to enlighten you all with my awesome taste in music, as it appears that I adore Passion Pit lately. ;o; Srsbznz, they are freaking awesome, you have no idea. I could listen to their songs for hours. I only have The Reeling and Sleepyhead on my iPod; I need to get some more.

This post doesn't really have a point, because I really can't think of anything to say for once, and I'm always talking. xD Well, I guess I could talk about my novel, which ISN'T BEING UPDATED. A.K.A., if SHE is the Typo Queen, I'm the Procrastination Queen. What's with all my plot tweaking? I think Micah might end up getting to stay alive longer than was originally intended.

xD And now I'm obsessed with Hetalia. My iFriends have dubbed me America - and since I live in America, I wanted to be something different. xD But by watching Hetalia, I probably am, indeed, America. We're both dumb and like milkshakes and cheeseburgers and being the hero. xDDD I guess. SHE is pretty intimidating, so I would say SHE's Russia, even though she doesn't like Russians. xD

Still, though, speaking of HER (Numerous times xD), we've been having incredibly epic times lately. ♥ She's absolutely the best, I swear. She makes me laugh like crazy and come out of my shell and whatnot. People say we're apparently mesmerizing when combined together.

She's the LIGHTNING and I'm the THUNDER; she attracts the attention and I make the noise behind the scenes.

Listening To: Saturate by Breaking Benjamin
"...Do you know that I could never leave you?
And you know I could never beat you?
And if I, if I could never find you, nevermind
I would not forget you
Can I stay alive forever?
Can I stay alive forever?
Can I stay alive forever?..."

I have honestly never met a person so intelligent as she is. We can have the stupidest conversations sometimes, or we could be spouting random facts or talk about something seriously. She's always there and she's always waited for me, even when I was a couple steps behind. She's always there to catch me when I fall.

Thanks. ♥

What is the single largest item in your house?
I have no idea. Probably a piece of furniture. xD

How well can you write your name with your non dominant hand?
Not that well, I guess. xD I don't try too often.

What color is your bedroom?
Sort of purple-y theme? But hopefully to be repainted soon. I sort of want red with gold accents or these mindblinding bright colors, but I doubt I'll get either. xD

What type of computer mouse do you use?
I use the laptop's mousepad thing. xD Which is not a mouse.

Are you a really fast text messager?
Fo' sure.

Do you have anything you keep on you 24/7?
Er, a Celtic-looking ring.

Do you usually write in print or in cursive?
Print.

What was your first job?
xD Lawn-mowing.

Do you prefer crushed ice or cubed?
Crushed. D8< miiinddcruuush. What print is on your plates or cups in your kitchen? I don't think there is a print on most of them. xD Dad has a wicked-cool skull print on a cup, though. Have you ever made a mixed cd for someone? Nope. Who would I make it for? xD What do you want to buy from an infomercial? SHAM-WOW. 8D I already got a Snuggie at the store. Leopard print, bby. Warm as all get-out, but I am not going out in public wearing one of these.

Do you believe that animals have souls?
Yeah, I do. But that's probably because I have two of them snoring next to me.

What word/phrase do you find really annoying?
"Totes" when someone wants to say "totally." I really want to strangle them.

Do you have a lava lamp or a black light?
Used to have a lava lamp but it broke.

Do you find yourself not having enough electrical outlets?
FER SURE.

What is the longest you can wait patiently?
No. I will bug the crap out of you.

Have you ever been under anesthesia?
Nope.

Are your fingernails long or short?
Long, except for one that broke that I'm going to have to grow out again. xD But some more will probably break and I'll just cut them all off and wait for them to grow again.

Are you afraid of bright colors?
I am married to bright colors. They're my 47th husband. L Lawliet is my first husband, though...D

Has anyone ever accused you of being gay?
FAKE AND GAY D8<

Can you tell people honest things to their face?
No. I'm horrible at it. xD

Would you rather eat grits or oatmeal?
Maple Brown Sugar oatmeal, plz. Grits taste like you scraped up gravel, ground it up, and dumped it in a bowl with a stick of butter.

Do you lie to make people feel better?
No, I don't think so.

How many times a day do you look at the clock?
A ton. A TON. All the time, seriously.

Do you like to organize things?
Sometimes I get in those moods.

Are you going to have smile lines or frown lines when you're older?
Frown lines, for sure.

Do you floss your teeth every day?
Indeed.

Do you like the game red rover?
dsfhdkfb I LOST THE GAME.
I never played it.

Which is better, thick crust or thin?
Depends. If it's like..cheesecake...you best believe I want some thick graham cracker crust. If it's pizza, I'd say thin.

How good are you at keeping secrets?
I'm excellent. D I didn't use to be.

What stupid little thing really stresses you out?
A little thing called life. D

Can you remember what you wore yesterday?
Nope. xD

Which Disney parks have you been to?
None.

What do you think the drinking age should be?
I guess what it is now. I don't have any desire to drink, so it doesn't matter.

Do you like to wear socks?
Yeah. Knee-socks ftw.

What is the last cartoon you watched?
xD Hetalia Axis Powers. Sort of a cartoon.

What does your bed comforter look like?
Like, purple and white. From when I went through the purple phase. xD

...And pray they don't grow up to be me.

Listening To: Golden by Fall Out Boy
Feeling: Eh :c

"...Tongues on the sockets of electric dreams
Where the sewage of youth drown the spark of my tears
And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me (too heavy for me)
And though I carry karats for everyone to see (everyone to see)..."

Slow computer is slow today, even though it's usually not slow. That is not the point of this blogpost today, though, for I have semi-good/semi-bad news.

Yesterday, I finally freaking started the Mafia story. I still don't have a title for it (I was thinking something along "Hello, Nightmare," but I'm not quite sure yet. It's a working title, so I guess that's what it's going to be for now, and what I'll refer to it as), but I've got one chapter down. It's probably a faily chapter, but a chapter nonetheless, and besides; rewriting books once they're finished is all apart of the process. At least, if you're going to sell it.

I realize now, as I post this, that when Flash reads it and finds out that there's a chapter done, she's going to breathe down my neck and demand to see it. xD I still haven't sent her Micah's history like I've been falsely promising (I'll send it...eventually, I swear).

The semi-bad news is that I'm not quite sure what to do now after this first chapter. xD I mean, I do, since I have the plot all finished and neatly written out and whatnot, but I'm not sure how to go about it. I suppose. I was trying to work on it yesterday but dad kept bugging me and poking me in the back. xD

I love that guy, my dad. ♥ He's the best, and so is mom. Those guys are epic.