Happy Thoughts

Listening To: Bokura No Love Style by Hitachiin Hikaru & Kaoru

Feeling: Happy & Annoyed

;D Did you know I can sing this song, in Japanese in all? I just have to have the lyrics in front of me to read by, and I can sing it perfectly. Also the Japanese opening for Ouran High School Host Club, and a little bit of Mata Ashita! Remix, but they go so fast. @_@ And you may be thinking, "This girl is a complete idiot. She listens to Japanese music. Do you even know what they're saying?!?!" Indeed I do. I most always look up the lyrics in English, though sometimes I put it off for a very long time. :DDDD

The reason I'm happy is because I'm listening to Bokura No Love Style in the first place, and anything Japanese makes me squeal like a little girl.

Listening To: Control by Metro Station

Haha. *thinks about all the inside jokes related to this song* Flash (Flash is someone on a petsite I talk too. She's my bestest online frand. And, yes, I play on petsites, but not really for the pets. Mostly just to talk to other nerds...Okay, yes, I play it some for the pets <3<)>

And her blog is the one on my Stone Cold Smexy Blogs list called Arceus. She hasn't made any posts yet, but I'm pestering her, so it will happen eventually. ;D She pretty much does anything I pester her to do, and the other way around.

And the VlogBrothers are another reason I'm happy. They-

Wait, WTF (What The Fudgedumplings? ;DDD)? At the end of Control (On the blog playlist), there's an odd bit of a song at the end. @-@ And same with the Bokura No Love Style. I blame it on Flash, who I asked to make the playlist for me. xD

Listening To: Paranoid by the Jonas Brothers

Have you noticed that they are putting Nick in front more often? They're trying to make him the lead of the band because they think he has the most talent or whatever. That's me theory, anyway. Because mom and dad think he's the superstar and I'm like, "Dude, omgz, WTF, it's Joe and his hotness!" Though when I saw Joe's keeping his hair curly. I was totally freaking out and hoping he wasn't keeping it permanent.

But it is his new hairstyle.

I've already grown to love it ('Cause I love him ;D), but he looks better with it straight, I won't lie. He was the unique straight-haired one DDDDDD:. Oh, well. He's still the hottest guy on earth thus far. Including R. Pattz, Taylor Lautner, and the whole of Metro Station.

Listening To: West Coast Friendship by Owl City

I love this song, because the line: "It's quite clear that I'm stuck here" reminds me so much of being stuck in this stupid, boring state. When I'm older, I'm going to move to some awesome place. I'm bound for better places than this suburb in this boring state. .__. Just gotta kick my lazy streak on everything. xD

I got distracted. What I was going to say, is, I've been watching VlogBrothers (Watching from the beginning so I'm not that many videos in yet), and I wonder if I can become a honorary NerdFighter. Or just a NerdFighter. Without joining their website or anything. *ponder*

And I finally got my bum onto making the banner for this blog, and I think it's pretty sweet. My eyes look really nice in that picture, if I do say so myself. It really shows my depth of kindness, mystery, and secret sorrows. ;DDDDD I'm so epic I epic myself.

Listening To: Bokura No Love Style by Hitachiin Hikaru & Kaoru (YES, AGAIN)

I'll probably jaunt off to find more blogs to read. :3 Hope you keep Following and check out my blogs list. I Follow all of those peeps and they've got some pretty smexy reads.

And sorry if I don't post for awhile, but I swear I'll never abandon this blog.

Changes & Growing Pains

Listening To: West Coast Friendship by Owl City

Feeling: Remembrance and sadness

I think, without even realizing it, I've changed a lot since my birthday on Feb. 3rd. I'm a whole different person than who I was just a few months ago, and I'm not sure if that's a good thing or if it's just scary.

Some of the things that've changed I don't like. There's times when I really can't stand myself for the things I do, and then there are times I'm proud of the things I do. But which happens more often? What do I do to get more happy moments rather than sad?

This blog has changed a lot, and it's dramtically different from the last two I've had. I mostly don't have any of my original readers from the first blog, but I do have some, like Kelly Para. It's kinda like you guys grew up with me and we've all changed so much.

Like this. Three years or whatever ago, I would never have gotten so serious. The most seriousness that would've been in my blogpost is probably what I had for lunch and how long it took mom to get around to it. I make my own lunch mostly, now.

Listening To: Hot Air Balloon by Owl City

It's decidedly Owl City Day today. Only Owl City music in this post.

If I've changed this much within a few mere months, what will I be like this time next year? Or by my next birthday in Feb.? Will I look dramatically different? Will the Bandit retire and I tear off the bandana and show my full face; show you the introverted Merz?

Will I still be friends with Flash? That seems a certain for me; though, there's a lot of things I thought for certain that I've tore down because of my own self. Some things I'd like to get back, but can't, because of my own stupidity.

This is life, and we have to accept it. Whatever happens, it was meant to happen, we chose our decisions. This life is our own story but we must right in permanent ink, leaving the mistakes behind us as we write on.

Listening To: I'll Meet You There by Owl City

Big News

Listening To: Ice Ice Baby by Vanilla Ice (xD I'm feeling very white today)

Feeling: Overjoyed and...protective?

You'll never guess what me and the Parental Units went out and bought last night.

A teacup yorkie.

She's the cutest thing you'll ever see in your life.

http://i43.tinypic.com/35k23uw.jpg and http://i43.tinypic.com/35k23uw.jpg are the two best pics I got of her.

Her name is Gracie Mioki-Mae ****** (My last name xD). She's adorable. I stayed up with her all night yesterday, watching anime and surfing the internet.

Listening To: Right Round by Flo' Rida

And I'm staying up with her again tonight. ^-^ It's actually pretty fun. I got about four and a half hours of sleep this morning when I gave her to mom. She was worried and told me I should get at least eight hours, but I told her I'm fine. She gets too worried about me. :3 But I guess that's a Parental Unit's job.

So, yeah. I told mom and dad we HAD to have a Japanese name in their somewhere. But we don't know what it means, only that it's Japanese. xD Which is good enough for me at this point, but I've tried looking it up but I can't find anything. Let me know if you find anything guys. ;DDD

I'm working on my Ouran High School Host Club paper dolls. xD I made the twins first (Omg Hikaru)

Listening To: Ottoman by Vampire Weekend

I've changed my makeup now. I wear it much lighter, and so far, everyone says I look a lot better. So I guess that's okay. But I liked putting it on the way I used to. I feel naked without everything on xD;. As if some of my clothes are missing.

But, hey, if I look hotter, it's not that bad, eh? ;DDD Bad for mom and dad, maybe.

Well, I don't have much to say, except hopefully I'll be updating my blog more often and reading my blogs I'm following more often and commenting. I've really been slacking off on the Blogger front. Reporting for duty, sir!

Listening To: Somebody Told Me by The Killers